I was so hooked on to the Facebook that I have to check on it every single time I log in to my laptop. Funny how people will just log in to Facebook regularly, they do it when they're bored, when they're sad, when they're feeling happy, lucky, stress or just feeling like clicking around checking out their buddies' status and pictures. They just don't get tired of this everyday routine. And yes, I'm one of them.
Imagine I am back from work feeling really tired, the first thing I do when I get my hands on my laptop is to check on the Facebook to see if there's anyone message me, poke me, send me a drink, a flower, a teddy bear, a hug or if there's anyone's birthday approaching, etc. Having evening classes every alternate days doesn't stop me from doing so. I can do it ANYTIME of the day.
The real problem kicks in when I realized that the exams are approaching really near and here I am busy feeding, showering, skipping road and visiting each and every friend's pet cribs on Pet Society Apps on Facebook!! I got hooked on that after I found out a little master trick which made my pet really rich. You know what I mean *wink*. I was crazily shopping away. My pet has her hands on the latest apperals in the market. She is not only rich but also share the love and joy with others, giving away the Porshy stuffs, the most exclusive, the most expensive items to the friend. Gosh!
Now I have decided to stay away from Facebook for awhile, untill my monster exams weeks are over.
So........... 'Bye, FB'.. Till we meet again..
Friday, February 27, 2009
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Work vs Life vs Studies
First off, EXAMS ARE COMING UP!! I wouldn't care less if only I'm 20% prepared. But I've just started the god damn revision few days back on one of the 4 modules this year. This is bad, big time. As a consequence, I'm literally having nightmares about having cold sweat entering the exam room, unprepared, all numb and dumbfounded to realise that all the questions on the paper right in front of my eyes are blurry and make no sense at all. This aint a good sign. I have had enough of those for the past 2 years and if I could, I would not like to have them again this year.
To make the matter worse, this thought crosses my mind almost everyday - " I cannot fail. This is the last one. ". Failing this year will mean it'll take another year for me to graduate. I just couldn't wait! I MUST to get this done and over with. Well, exams are not the only worry I'm having right now. Knowing all the bad stuffs going on with the financial world, I'm worried if I could actually secure my job. What if I'm gonna get retrenched. What if I'm just not good enough. What if I have to leave the company without finishing my studies. These are just one of the Many 'what-ifs' that I do not have the answers for.
It's getting busier each day at work. With a year long project going on which impact not only our team in a small scale, but also a lot of businesses across the world. My supervisor has just given us a pre-empt that our leaves might not be approved if it falls on the critical period for the project. It's gonna be tough this year, balancing with studies and work at the same time. Challenging but couldn't run away.
To make the matter worse, this thought crosses my mind almost everyday - " I cannot fail. This is the last one. ". Failing this year will mean it'll take another year for me to graduate. I just couldn't wait! I MUST to get this done and over with. Well, exams are not the only worry I'm having right now. Knowing all the bad stuffs going on with the financial world, I'm worried if I could actually secure my job. What if I'm gonna get retrenched. What if I'm just not good enough. What if I have to leave the company without finishing my studies. These are just one of the Many 'what-ifs' that I do not have the answers for.
It's getting busier each day at work. With a year long project going on which impact not only our team in a small scale, but also a lot of businesses across the world. My supervisor has just given us a pre-empt that our leaves might not be approved if it falls on the critical period for the project. It's gonna be tough this year, balancing with studies and work at the same time. Challenging but couldn't run away.
Attention Please!
I'm feeling deprived of attention these days, to be precise, someone's attention, really. In fact, naturally I belong to the category of feeling Contented for almost everything. I don't usually ask for many things in life, happy with what's given to me and I must say, fortunately, I'm blessed with fairly good things in my life. Never been cried so bad for not getting something I wanted, as far as I remembered. May be I might have, but that's way back in time.
It is so freaking true that if you're given too much of one thing, you might just prefer more of other thing that is given too little to you. What I'm trying to say is, I was once given too much attention that I felt like being tied down and wanted to break out and asked my self this question of 'Why am I the one getting this s***?' many times over and over again. But, here I am, now asking for attention. Can you believe that? Sigh..
It's a Crazy twisted world after all peeps..
It is so freaking true that if you're given too much of one thing, you might just prefer more of other thing that is given too little to you. What I'm trying to say is, I was once given too much attention that I felt like being tied down and wanted to break out and asked my self this question of 'Why am I the one getting this s***?' many times over and over again. But, here I am, now asking for attention. Can you believe that? Sigh..
It's a Crazy twisted world after all peeps..
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